This update is guaranteed to be quite long seeing as it is composed of three e-mail updates I have sent.
I did not think I would really be able to update my blog, or that maybe it wouldn't be the safest idea, but seeing as everyone else is...I guess I'm fine...here goes!! Please enjoy...and feel free to comment :)
Update 1:
Hello all!! Dad has been super good to us thus far. Everything has been provided. After an almost 30 hour travel day we have arrived. We slept almost 12 hours last night and then had a relaxing day today. Plans are constantly changing but everything has been going well. It has been a blast!
We had nasi goreng special today (fried rice special). It was awesome. Remind me to tell stories haha. We also had some cultural experiences. Squatty potties are not the most fun but they are DEFINITELY an experience! :)
The families we have met have been awesome. Miss you all. I will update more later.
Never thought a cold shower would feel so good. ;)
Feels a lot like Oklahoma actually. Something I could live with. The work all starts on Monday. Can't wait to share more!
Update 2:
Selamat Pagi!
Good morning! I say that because, even though it is 5 pm for me, it is just barely 3 am for you! :)
It has been a blast here in SE Asia. Unfortunately, Dain, one of our team members, had to fly back home yesterday due to a staph infection which was getting slightly out of hand. :( We all miss him and definitely feel the hole on the team. However, dad is good and all is being worked out.
Andrea also came down with a bacteria which she has been fighting off for the last 3 days. She is finally feeling better, but is still working on getting her strength back.
We spent the last two days working with high school age kids at a camp. Again, dad is good. I met a little boy who is absolutely adorable. Wish I could bring him home.
The food is amazing. I have absolutely fallen in love with it. Maybe I will return after college for a prolonged stay? We will see. I'm sure my parents want a say in that. (Love you both!)
I have found a deep love for the people. I have had a very encouraging experience through them.
The culture is different (squatty potties and mandi) but I have not experienced any culture shock. I think that's because I'm used to traveling. Whatever the reason, I am truly grateful.
I have not truly been missing home until today. This was the first day of struggle but it has not been bad. Keep all these things in your thoughts, please.
I have many stories I am bringing home. If I don't start in on them instantly, please ask me about them; I truly want to share.
Please keep some friends of ours in your thoughts, as they have recently lost a family member.
The food is wonderful (even though I already said that). Also, the weather is not so different from the Midwest. I found that all those summers in Oklahoma have helped prepare me. Although, I do understand why they shower here about 2-3 times per day! ;)
Also, camping when I was younger (in tents with the bare minimums) definitely prepared me for this camping experience. We took a beautiful hike. Dad was so good to us.
Can't wait to share with you all!! Please feel free to write back, ask questions, etc. I'd love to start sharing now so I don't forget. I have taken many pictures and have written many pages.
Update 3:
Hello all!!
I know; it's crazy that I got another chance to update so soon! Tonight we have a lot more time. There is a meeting at the home we are staying out so we are out and updating for the evening. :)
This will be by far more detailed and probably more emotional than my last updates. Today was a relax day and so we were able to discuss, etc. all that has been going on!! :)
Since last night not too much has happened. We have moved to a different house for a few nights. This house has AMERICAN toilets :) I can't express the joy. Not that the local toilets are horrible, in fact, I have come to be fine with them...but sometimes a taste of home is nice.
Speaking of a taste of home, we had Wendy's yesterday. Strangely enough, I don't crave "home" food here. I have enjoyed the local taste and culture.
Again, speaking of local culture...
Here in SE Asia, they do not use toilet paper. The local tradition is scooping water from a bucket and just washing yourself down...but I'm sure you can all imagine what you must use when you do a little more than get rid of some water. None of us have dared try it...until tonight. Don't worry mom and dad, it wasn't me! Our (fearless) team leader, Anthony, has decided that since we are out for the evening, he had to go to the bathroom, and none of us had tp, it was his duty to become a local. :) Needless to say I gave him more than enough hand sanitizer after he was finished.
Today, as I said, was a relax day and we had our first official team meeting since arriving here. It is hard to believe that 1/3 of our trip is already over.
During our meeting we discussed things we do and do not like about the area. Surprisingly, there are not too many things we don't like. The ONLY thing I have discovered is the open sewers. Other than that, it is SUCH an interesting and busy place. There is much work to be done here, and I would love to return next summer and help with that work.
I have been fighting tears for the last 1 1/2 days. I had no idea why until the end of our meeting today.
I have been so heartbroken. It's not an issue of longing for home. It's not an issue of hating it here. It's plain and simple heart brokenness. I see so many people hurting. So many people in poverty. So many CHILDREN who need love and I am here to give it to them!
One boy in particular has been FIRMLY placed in my heart.
His name is Hansel and he is 12 years old. I met him at the camp we recently helped run and I will never forget him. We took many pictures together and if I could, I would adopt him. He comes from a divorced family and lives with his grandparents. I was face to face with the very kind of work I desperately want to do after I graduate from the university.
I did not know about his family situation until the last day of camp and it suddenly made sense why he was so attached to me and I was so drawn to him. I tend to have a connection with kids in these situations. Now that I had been face to face with it, what am I going to do with it? 3 weeks is obviously not enough time to do anything. However, he is on my heart daily and I am always thinking of him.
So I have a decision to make. Will I take this heart brokenness, eventually move on, and never look back? There is NO WAY I could do that. There was another girl at camp whose father has recently passed away. Also, there is a family we know who has recently lost a child. I have cried SO MANY times on this trip from knowing there is work for ME to do here.
Dad is good. I am seeing opportunities everywhere. There is still much to report, but this has been the biggest news so far. My tears are not wasted. They are kept record of, and I will put these desires to good use. A friend of mine wrote me a letter which I read last night (just in time!!) and it had this quote in it, "When you discover your mission, you will feel its demand. It will fill you with enthusiasm and a burning desire to get to work on it." (W. Clement Stone)
This quote could not have come at a better time. Especially with the chance to deal with my emotions today.
I realize it is 7 AM for everyone at home. I know you will all be getting up soon and getting the chance to read this. I hope you will keep it all in your thoughts and please be willing to ask me about it when I get home.
These children need love. I have that love to give. I just need the opportunity.
MUCH LOVE!!!